for the past two years, i have been with people that i truly care about. but at some point, i made them monsters of my own nightmare.

e has lied to me about an extravagant heart problem that he allegedly has. amazingly, that "disease" was only told when things were getting out of hand between us. it seemed like his own plot to win me back to his arms. good for me, i was not that silly enough to lure my way back to a pathological liar.

another one, w, had the guts to threaten me on my mobile phone. he wanted to appear an insistent stalker. fortunately, the network must have screwed up something on the lines and his supposedly business card (which when sent doesn't display the sender's number) appeared as a text message on my phone (which, obviously, when received will display the sender's profile). thanks to smart.

i have dumped cl recently. he was getting way above his head. i told him that i'm not into a relationship as of the moment. i could live with our dating activities but i halted when he kept on mentioning about marriage and settling down. please. and just a while ago, i received a text message on my phone allegedly from his sister using his phone. she was telling me that her brother was crying and very depressed the past few weeks. she was asking me if we are having some serious problem. duh. talking about nosy sisters. why can't he just tell me himself instead of using someone who he thought could soften my heart. moreoever, it just made me feel he's not a tough guy after all.

these are just some of the hideous stories about people whom i trusted but came out to be hopeless romantics-turned-anomalous stalkers. or maybe something's wrong with me. do i make them do this because i unconsciously make them do so. i wonder.